It will never go away.
This I understand completely.
It is a cloak of mist, tangling my mind.
Poisoning my thoughts.
Obscuring my vision.
Some days it is thick and dense,
crawling around me and hanging low.
Others just a slow, faint drizzle.
Barely noticeable, somewhat tolerable.
But always there.
Always a reminder.
A constant buzzing in my core.
Cold and piercing,
or a steady, deep throb.
The pain is as evident and broad as your absence.
It will never go away.